There are a lot of
rats in Los Angeles County; they find it very hospitable. I don’t mean the metaphorical ones who drive Porsches and dwell in cliffside houses in Pacific Palisades, but big, brown Norway rats that slink around the
fringes of bushes in the ocean-front parks and skulk across the damp Santa Monica sand, snuffling their whiskers in the breeze to catch a whiff of greasy
French fries and chicken nuggets as they fall through the wide wooden planks of the
Pier.
As a transplanted
New Yorker I had never thought about rats sharing our Southern California paradise until our neighbor Debbie told me how relieved she was that Jean
Pierre, another neighbor, was having his twenty-foot tall Washingtonia filifera palms pruned. Not understanding, I asked why. “Ask the tree guy when he gets here” she replied
knowingly.
Later that day I
had a long discussion with the man pruning the trees; he told me that rats like
to live in untidy palms, the ones with the dead fronds hanging down; they
enjoyed the protection from the elements and the close food source that unwary
humans provide. To forestall this,
the trees must be pruned twice yearly.
Chilled, I spent the entire rest of the day grateful for Jean Pierre’s
garden diligence.
That
night sitting at an outside table at The Blue Plate Oysterette, watching the
sun slip behind the forty-foot King Palms lining Ocean Avenue, I idly (and
mistakenly) relayed the conversation to my husband, Jamie. I say ‘mistakenly’ because for the next
three years - until we returned to the East Coast - every time we passed a palm
tree he’d grab my arm and yell “Rat!”
At first it creeped me out, but since I never once saw a rat, eventually
I concluded that there couldn’t possibly be rats in all of them.
Nevertheless, those invisible rodents remained secreted inside a small,
dark sliver of my mind.
Still rat-less,
weeks later, in mid-July we were lying on our bed watching the 11 o’clock news
when I heard a thwack. I turned to
Jamie. “Did you hear that?”
“What?”
“A smacking noise
outside, like a bird hit the window.”
“So maybe a bird
hit the window.”
“Jame, it’s . . .
what, 11:20; what bird flies at that time of night?”
“Maybe it’s a
bat.”
“Oooooh, do we
have bats here?”
“Maybe it’s a rat
jumping out of Jean Pierre’s palm tree.
Remember what the tree guy said.”
“Ewwwwwwwww.”
“He’s coming to
get you!” Jamie grabbed my
arm. This time I did shriek. What if the much anticipated,
palm-tree-rodent had finally arrived?
He laughed. “If you really
want to know, look out the window.”
Ours is a very
small house, a turn-of-the-century bungalow, set on a tiny, subdivided plot of
land enclosed by a wrought-iron gate, barely ten feet away from the house
across the paved path called a walk-street. If that
long-expected rat had appeared, he was sprawled on the porch roof, really
close, maybe three feet away from the mattress. I slid Spencer, our marmalade tabby, off my lap and faced
the windows; approaching warily, I poked one finger tentatively through the
blinds. Spencer padded after me eagerly, no doubt intrigued at the prospect of escaping through the window and seeing a rat. I turned to plop
him, squirming, on Jamie’s stomach and returned to the window.
Peering through
the slats, I saw that something sat in the center of the pitched porch roof; it
was sleek-looking with a long slender growth from one end, too sleek-looking to
be a rat, even in overly groomed LA. And while it was kind of rodenty in color, it appeared
to have a red stomach. Could
it be a bloody rat?
Grabbing the long
blue plastic back scratcher I had gotten from a float-rider at the Fourth of July parade, I yanked at the blind cord, then slid up the window sash
and leaned out. I poked at the
object with the scratcher. With a
clunking noise, it rolled over and displayed more of its red stomach. Feeling somewhat safer - rats don’t
generally clunk and roll - I leaned out further and tried to drag it toward me
with the curled end of the scratcher.
It turned and clunked again, this time toward the edge. Leaning out so far I feared tumbling
out to join it on the small rooftop, I swatted again. This time it caught. I reeled it in. It was a brown alligator Christian
Louboutain stiletto.
Once I had the
window closed, I sat on the rug examining my catch as it dangled expensively
from the scratcher’s curved end.
It caught the light dully on its sable matte finish. I lifted it gently and placed it beside
me on the sea grass patterned carpet.
It gleamed; it was a left pump, its sole smooth and crimson, not yet
scratched from use.
I knew this
shoe. I had wanted a pair like
this but saleswomen in every shoe department from Barney’s to Saks had sighed
unctuously and inquired why I had not visited them sooner. After all, it was the most important
shoe of the collection and my size, six, was the most common in all of LA. Covetously, I slid my bare
foot inside my foundling’s cool newness.
Actually it was such a big shoe I could have inserted both of my feet. I
hobbled around to Jamie’s side of the bed. “Look at this.”
Intrigued by the
news broadcast, he ignored me. I
removed the shoe from my foot and waved it in front of his face. “Jame, look at this. It wasn’t a rat; it was a shoe on the
roof, a brand-new Louboutain.”
He glanced up
distractedly and nodded.
Perching on the
edge of the mattress I twirled the shoe by its five-inch spike heel. “How would this get here?” I mused. “It’s expensive. It’s alone and they come in pairs. It’s big, too, look . . . size . . .
oooh, eleven. Wow. And, anyway, they can’t fly, so how . .
.” My voice trailed off.
Jamie looked up
from the Marie Callendar commercial and jerked his head to the right. “Her,” he said.
“Her who?”
He looked at me
intently and spoke slowly, punctuating his words with a pointing index finger.
“Her - across the walk-street.”
Then, just before he returned his face to the TV screen, he added, “And
they can fly, by the way.”
Her Across the
Walk-Street was an Oscar-winning actress known to the tabloids as America’s
Sweetheart, a Chiclet-toothed girl-next-door, who earned tens of millions of
dollars for every movie she made, regardless of how badly they bombed – and
lately, several of them had. While
she and her manager-husband owned the bungalow opposite ours, they rarely
stayed there, since they also had an estate in Malibu and another in the
Palisades. Being America’s
Sweetheart paid handsomely.
After waiting for
the next commercial to begin, I asked, “What are you talking about? What does Tessa have to do with a size eleven flying Louboutain?”
“It’s her shoe.”
“How do you know?”
“Because I have
met some of its relatives.”
“You can’t have;
it’s here alone.”
Jamie shook his
head, as if amazed by my naïveté.
“More distant relatives, then - a red Jimmy Choo, a black Givenchy, and
. . . I am pretty sure the first one was a crème Manolo. And they all knew how to fly, although
some didn’t land too well; I thought the last one was gonna break the living
room window.”
My lips formed a
little “o”. He tapped my chin and
grinned. “Close your mouth or you
may catch the next one.”
It transpired that
our neighbor - America’s Sweetheart – possessed the interpersonal communication
skills of a thirteenth century Mongol.
Whenever she didn’t get her way - say, Jared, her husband, came home too
late or stayed on the phone too long – she threw a screaming tantrum. “Threw” appeared to be the operative
word, too, because a shoe most often accompanied the shrieking verbal
complaint; her right arm wound back and hurled – although with less precision
than enthusiasm, admittedly, since no one had yet seen Jared with a black eye. And as our house sat immediately
opposite theirs on the narrow walk-street, the shoes landed most often on our
porch.
I was amazed at
Jamie’s story. “When does this
happen? Where have I been?”
“I don’t know
where you are - work, Debbie’s, school.
It happens at all different times.”
“Why didn’t you
tell me?”
He shrugged. “I
didn’t really think about it.”
“Where are they?”
Jamie swigged his
Diet Coke and jerked a thumb in the direction of Jennifer’s house while he
swallowed. “I gave ‘em back; what
do you think, I kept ‘em?”
“How?” I
envisioned his knocking on the door and bowing, ‘Your shoe, madam’ like some
Post Modern Hollywood Sir Walter Raleigh.
“Usually I leave
them on their front steps on my way to work in the morning.”
“Really?”
He stared. “What else should do with them?”
I considered. Fill them with lemonade and freeze
them, making shoe-shaped granitas.
Plant them with dill and tarragon for a fashionista herb garden.
Amusing, yes, but highly impractical, and nothing that my husband would have ever come up with.
“I don’t
know. I just . . . wondered.”
“Yeah, well,
wonder it down to the front door and I’ll drop it off on my way out tomorrow.”
“Okay. I guess.” I carried the shoe to the narrow staircase and descended
into the inky darkness as the late night music of a Law & Order rerun blared behind me.
I wasn’t sure I wanted to
return the shoe, although I certainly couldn’t articuate a reason for keeping
it, except maybe contagion, as two Yale psychologists had called it - when people believe that they can capture the reflected glory of a celebrity by touching an object that the star touched, like at those Hollywood auctions Julien’s in Beverly Hills was always promoting. This shoe was my little brush with celebrity, except in this case said
celebrity’s Us Magazine life had been found wanting. Stars! They’re
just like us! They feed their kids
and phone their therapists and argue with their spouses, but their neighbors
have to help them finding their matching shoes after they have thrown them
across courtyards.
A tiny part of me
wanted to feel morally superior and be sorry for Tess; while I couldn’t quite
manage that, I did think that, despite the great clothes and red-carpet events, it must be weird to be her. She may well do all those
real-people things but she does them with an aging Sober Life Coach rolling along behind her, clutching a map and guiding her hand.
No, she is nothing
like me. I teach high school English and worry about rats in
palm trees, not rats clutching cameras, waiting patiently for the unflattering
shot that will define me to all of America.
I sat in the dark until I no longer
felt anything at all, then I opened the door gently, tiptoed across the paving
stones, and lay the shoe on the doormat.